SlamDancin
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I wanted to start a new thread for this discussion that was derailing the NIH Nath study thread.
To kick things off, as we were discussing in the other thread, many of us have stumbled onto the fact that benzodiazepine medications seem give us our ability to be normal human beings to some degree.
However, my experience with trying to relate this to doctors (who otherwise are more than fine with doing absolutely nothing for us) runs the gamut from my PCP who cut me off mid sentence to say "I don't do benzos" to my shrinks whom keep telling me that while they aren't against it in the future at some point (allowing for months to go by whereby I suffer needlessly) that there needs to be some parental lecture and "boundaries" discussion first.
This all comes at the same time as when you tell them how miserable your day to day experience is you get told things like "well I just take a few Ibuprofen and that works for me." My PCP actually said that to me. Generally you tell them this and they just look at you like you're telling them what you had for breakfast that day.
Also, while they trumpet up the risks of these medications as if they are street drugs, there seems to be absolutely zero understanding, or even attempt at understanding, what being housebound/bedbound/unable to exercise/unable to socialize does to a person's health. Any respite that we are able to get is a day where we are not simply deteriorating and it inspires SOME hope that more days like that in the future are possible.
Most normies would crumble without so much as their ability to go to the gym. It is absolutely endlessly frustrating that doctors cannot so much as understand that unlike anxiety these medications may actually be having a positive health effect relative to our normal hellish existences.
Also, to end my rant, why is it that we are punished, lectured and treated like addicts for seeking something that actually improves our lives? It isn't like we have anything to lose, we have literally nothing. Even IF we chose to do something like take a benzo everyday to the point of dependence, as long as we have more of a life possible to us each and every one of those days, is this not a positive? They give out other drugs, that are proven not to be helpful to the point of actively damaging our health, like they are tic tacs. SSRIs and SNRIS and regular doses of antipsychotics are extremely dangerous for ME/CFS patients and yet because they are not to known to make people "feel good" this is an acceptable and carelessly easy choice for doctors to do. And they will not give it another second of thought after they give them.
Why the hell are we not even able to try and feel better? Is it acceptable to doctors that we literally suffer until the day we die as long as we never took a pill to feel better. It's gross and it makes me want to directly ask these doctors if they don't think they would be doing the same if one day they found themselves in our shoes.
Does anybody have any suggestions on how to talk to these people to get treated like human beings?
Any other non benzo related frustrations with doctors is also welcome.
@Rufous McKinney
@Oliver3
To kick things off, as we were discussing in the other thread, many of us have stumbled onto the fact that benzodiazepine medications seem give us our ability to be normal human beings to some degree.
However, my experience with trying to relate this to doctors (who otherwise are more than fine with doing absolutely nothing for us) runs the gamut from my PCP who cut me off mid sentence to say "I don't do benzos" to my shrinks whom keep telling me that while they aren't against it in the future at some point (allowing for months to go by whereby I suffer needlessly) that there needs to be some parental lecture and "boundaries" discussion first.
This all comes at the same time as when you tell them how miserable your day to day experience is you get told things like "well I just take a few Ibuprofen and that works for me." My PCP actually said that to me. Generally you tell them this and they just look at you like you're telling them what you had for breakfast that day.
Also, while they trumpet up the risks of these medications as if they are street drugs, there seems to be absolutely zero understanding, or even attempt at understanding, what being housebound/bedbound/unable to exercise/unable to socialize does to a person's health. Any respite that we are able to get is a day where we are not simply deteriorating and it inspires SOME hope that more days like that in the future are possible.
Most normies would crumble without so much as their ability to go to the gym. It is absolutely endlessly frustrating that doctors cannot so much as understand that unlike anxiety these medications may actually be having a positive health effect relative to our normal hellish existences.
Also, to end my rant, why is it that we are punished, lectured and treated like addicts for seeking something that actually improves our lives? It isn't like we have anything to lose, we have literally nothing. Even IF we chose to do something like take a benzo everyday to the point of dependence, as long as we have more of a life possible to us each and every one of those days, is this not a positive? They give out other drugs, that are proven not to be helpful to the point of actively damaging our health, like they are tic tacs. SSRIs and SNRIS and regular doses of antipsychotics are extremely dangerous for ME/CFS patients and yet because they are not to known to make people "feel good" this is an acceptable and carelessly easy choice for doctors to do. And they will not give it another second of thought after they give them.
Why the hell are we not even able to try and feel better? Is it acceptable to doctors that we literally suffer until the day we die as long as we never took a pill to feel better. It's gross and it makes me want to directly ask these doctors if they don't think they would be doing the same if one day they found themselves in our shoes.
Does anybody have any suggestions on how to talk to these people to get treated like human beings?
Any other non benzo related frustrations with doctors is also welcome.
@Rufous McKinney
@Oliver3