Here's what I mean:
- as I've uttered out a couple of words to someone, I already feel like I'm a tad breathless, which might make me stutter the rest of the sentence (I focus hard not to).
- someone talks to me, and the interaction feels like I'm under tremendous pressure. Like a weight is over me. I need to look away (eye contact is energy-devouring), walk around (like standing still is inhibitory and I need to gather some rhythm, somehow). It's like I'm focusing REAAAAALLY hard on something, just talking to someone.
- my voice has a tendency to break. It feels like just speaking at a normal volume to someone is like the effort of shouting for me, making it more likely I'll stutter, feel breathless etc. Speaking at a low volume makes everything a lot better (rhythm, calmness, ability to make longer sentences etc), but I can only do this with ppl I feel close to (eg., not at work).
Do you feel this "inhibition" ? What could cause THAT ? I mean brain fog, yes, but where would that come from ? Brain inflammation, gut inflammation (histamine, or similar) ?
- as I've uttered out a couple of words to someone, I already feel like I'm a tad breathless, which might make me stutter the rest of the sentence (I focus hard not to).
- someone talks to me, and the interaction feels like I'm under tremendous pressure. Like a weight is over me. I need to look away (eye contact is energy-devouring), walk around (like standing still is inhibitory and I need to gather some rhythm, somehow). It's like I'm focusing REAAAAALLY hard on something, just talking to someone.
- my voice has a tendency to break. It feels like just speaking at a normal volume to someone is like the effort of shouting for me, making it more likely I'll stutter, feel breathless etc. Speaking at a low volume makes everything a lot better (rhythm, calmness, ability to make longer sentences etc), but I can only do this with ppl I feel close to (eg., not at work).
Do you feel this "inhibition" ? What could cause THAT ? I mean brain fog, yes, but where would that come from ? Brain inflammation, gut inflammation (histamine, or similar) ?